neon proving
Posted: Sun Jan 11, 2004 1:42 pm
neon
Dreamt of a huge construction that had a center
covered by a tarpaulin with 20
spokes radiating from it. A man beside me counted and
said there are 20. I
thought, "Good, that's 2 x 10."
20, 6C, 00:XX:XX
I have been living without a partner for 10 years,
which I really enjoyed. Now
I have an uncomfortable feeling of needing a partner.
Usually I only want a
partner because I have so much that I want to share
it. This is a feeling of
only being half and needing another.
20, 6C, 01:03:40
I've always really liked odd numbers. I suddenly felt
the capacity to be even.
Even numbers were much more attractive. It felt like
I'd never known even
numbers and now I did. Half was missing. Now, it was
like a new toy of
evenness. Before I had gaps and I was jumping; now I
could move smoothly. It's
like there was too big a gap at the synapses. Now
there was no gap between the
source and the action.
20, 6C, 01:01:17
.
Occasional thoughts about numbers: I had always felt
comfortable with odd
numbers. Now, being both gave a whole other dimension.
To have had half
missing for so long! What is different? From 3 to 1,
slight tension. From 2 to
1, effortless natural progression. I had many thoughts
on potency. It was
important to chose the potency precisely, not to be so
random in choosing a 9,
12, 15 etc.
20, 6C, 02:01:02
I saw two points of white light merging together,
becoming one.
20, 6C, 03:03:22
Walking up a long gradual incline, I felt every stride
was covering great
distances. I felt I was doing the usual 20 minute walk
in seconds. I felt like
a titan in 7-league boots, but then I couldn't decide
which league boots they
were and I wanted an even number. My thoughts went
titan-titanium-uranium-Uranus-clouds-clouds-where is
the sky?
20, 6C, 01:12:20
Doing research on Uranus, I found that the planet has
a tilt. For 42 years one
side is in the dark and then comes into the light for
42 years. Interesting
that I am now 43. Uranus feels very near, like a
friend. The quasars are much
further out and it was a real stretch for me to go so
far.
20, 6C, XX:XX:XX
I had many thoughts of the second day of creation.
20, 6C, 03:XX:XX
.
Thoughts of twos and water. Saw images of Noah's ark.
20, 6C, 08:01:30
regards
venkat
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Dreamt of a huge construction that had a center
covered by a tarpaulin with 20
spokes radiating from it. A man beside me counted and
said there are 20. I
thought, "Good, that's 2 x 10."
20, 6C, 00:XX:XX
I have been living without a partner for 10 years,
which I really enjoyed. Now
I have an uncomfortable feeling of needing a partner.
Usually I only want a
partner because I have so much that I want to share
it. This is a feeling of
only being half and needing another.
20, 6C, 01:03:40
I've always really liked odd numbers. I suddenly felt
the capacity to be even.
Even numbers were much more attractive. It felt like
I'd never known even
numbers and now I did. Half was missing. Now, it was
like a new toy of
evenness. Before I had gaps and I was jumping; now I
could move smoothly. It's
like there was too big a gap at the synapses. Now
there was no gap between the
source and the action.
20, 6C, 01:01:17
.
Occasional thoughts about numbers: I had always felt
comfortable with odd
numbers. Now, being both gave a whole other dimension.
To have had half
missing for so long! What is different? From 3 to 1,
slight tension. From 2 to
1, effortless natural progression. I had many thoughts
on potency. It was
important to chose the potency precisely, not to be so
random in choosing a 9,
12, 15 etc.
20, 6C, 02:01:02
I saw two points of white light merging together,
becoming one.
20, 6C, 03:03:22
Walking up a long gradual incline, I felt every stride
was covering great
distances. I felt I was doing the usual 20 minute walk
in seconds. I felt like
a titan in 7-league boots, but then I couldn't decide
which league boots they
were and I wanted an even number. My thoughts went
titan-titanium-uranium-Uranus-clouds-clouds-where is
the sky?
20, 6C, 01:12:20
Doing research on Uranus, I found that the planet has
a tilt. For 42 years one
side is in the dark and then comes into the light for
42 years. Interesting
that I am now 43. Uranus feels very near, like a
friend. The quasars are much
further out and it was a real stretch for me to go so
far.
20, 6C, XX:XX:XX
I had many thoughts of the second day of creation.
20, 6C, 03:XX:XX
.
Thoughts of twos and water. Saw images of Noah's ark.
20, 6C, 08:01:30
regards
venkat
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