Hi Joy,
Phos is a remedy I've read up on (and experienced) a *great* deal, and I'd
like to add a bit:
You've given us a lovely write-up of the earlier stage of phos, but I think
it's also important to give attention to e.g. the depleted stage, where the
presentation may be actually *opposite* the friendly, bubbly picture that
phos is famous for!
I like this write-up in Roger Morrison's MM. In his first paragraph, he
basically says what you have said, about the "diffusion", sparkliness, etc.
Then he continues:
"There are prices to be paid for these poor boundaries. In the first
stages of pathology in Phosphorous, we find great anxiety. Any idea may
enter his mind and be a cause for anxiety. However, he is also easily
reassured. Generally the anxiety takes the form of concern about health. But
as the pathology worsens the patient has more and more "free-floating
anxiety" and the fear that something bad will happen. The patient has many
fears, especially of things which are symbolic of his lack of boundaries
such as darkness, deep water, death, etc. These fears may develop into a
debilitating phobic state. Especially, these fears come when the patient is
alone, and are better in company.
"In later stages the patient is so sensitive to others and to outside
stimulation that the well-known desire for company is lost. The patient
prefers to be alone and is intolerant of strangers or of hearing of other's
problems. As more and more of the inner vitality is lost, so also is lost
the "bubbly" and sparkling nature. Eventually the patient becomes slow and
indifferent and apathetic, much like Phosphoric acid or Sepia."
(snipped the rest)
In good ol' Boericke, one would barely even recognize Phos -- he says
nothing about friendliness or any of that, but gives the long list of
physical pathology, and about mind, says only this:
Mind.
Great lowness of spirits. Easily vexed. Fearfulness, as if something
were creeping out of every corner. Clairvoyant state. Great tendency to
start. Over-sensitive to external impressions. Loss of memory. Paralysis
of the insane. Ecstasy. Dread of death when alone. Brain feels tired.
Insanity, with an exaggerated idea of one's own importance. Excitable,
produces heat all over. Restless, fidgety. HYPO-sensitive, indifferent.
**************
And finally, I thought these rubrics might be of interest, showing some of
the other aspects of phos:
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; aversion to**
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; general; reflects long**
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; impossible**
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; abruptly, shortly, curtly*
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; difficult**
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; refuses to***
MIND; ANSWER, answering, answers; slowly***
MIND; ANXIETY***
(plus a zillion sub-rubrics)
MIND; APHASIA*
MIND; AUTOMATIC behavior, acts*
MIND; AVARICE*
MIND; AVERSION; everything, to**
MIND; AVERSION; family members, to**
MIND; AVERSION; herself, to*
MIND; AVERSION; persons, to; all*
MIND; AWKWARDNESS*
MIND; BED; desires to remain in*
MIND; CHILDREN; aversion to*
MIND; CHILDREN; aversion to; her own*
MIND; CLINGING; children, of; take the hand of mother, will always*
MIND; CLINGING; grasps at others*
MIND; COMPANY; aversion to, agg.*
MIND; COMPANY; aversion to, agg.; alone; amel. when*
MIND; CONCENTRATION; difficult***
MIND; CONFUSION of mind***
MIND; CONTRADICT, disposition to*
MIND; CONTRADICTION; intolerant of*
MIND; CONTRADICTION; intolerant of; rules, of, in children*
MIND; CONTRARY*
MIND; DELIRIUM**
MIND; DELUSIONS, imaginations**
(many sub-rubrics)
MIND; DEMENTIA**
(ditto)
MIND; DESPAIR*
MIND; DESPAIR; recovery, of*
MIND; DESTRUCTIVENESS*
MIND; DESTRUCTIVENESS; everything*
MIND; DESTRUCTIVENESS; everything; room, in**
MIND; DESTRUCTIVENESS; everything; she could lay hands upon**
MIND; DICTATORIAL, domineering, dogmatic, despotic*
MIND; DICTATORIAL, domineering, dogmatic, despotic; command, talking with
air of**
MIND; DIRTINESS; general*
MIND; DISCONTENTED, displeased, dissatisfied*
MIND; DISCONTENTED, displeased, dissatisfied; health, about*
MIND; DISCOURAGED*
MIND; DISGUST*
MIND; DISGUST; everything, with*
MIND; DISOBEDIENCE*
MIND; DISTURBED, averse to being*
MIND; DOUBTFUL*
MIND; DOUBTFUL; recovery, of*
MIND; FASTIDIOUS*
MIND; FEAR; general***
MIND; FEAR; general; crowd, in a*
MIND; FEAR; general; fatigue, with**
MIND; FEAR; general; approaching; others, of*
MIND; GREED, cupidity*
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy***
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy; children, to her****
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy; everything, to**
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy; family, to his****
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy; himself, to*
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy; life, to*
MIND; INDIFFERENCE, apathy; loved ones, to***
(and other sub-rubrics)
MIND; INSANITY, madness**
MIND; INSOLENCE, impertinence*
MIND; INTELLECTUAL***
MIND; INTROSPECTION*
MIND; IRRITABILITY; general***
MIND; MALICIOUS, vindictive*
MIND; MANIA, madness**
MIND; MISANTHROPY**
MIND; MOOD; repulsive*
MIND; OBSTINATE, headstrong*
MIND; OFFENDED easily*
MIND; PROSTRATION of mind, mental exhaustion, brain fag; trifles, from**
MIND; QUARRELSOMENESS, scolding**
MIND; RAGE, fury**
MIND; RESERVED***
MIND; RESPONSIBILITY; aversion to*
MIND; SADNESS, despondency, depression, melancholy; morning; agg.**
MIND; SECRETIVE*
MIND; SENSES; acute***
MIND; SENSES; confused*
MIND; SENSES; dullness of, blunted**
MIND; STUPOR***
MIND; SUSPICIOUSNESS, mistrustfulness**
MIND; TIMIDITY***
MIND; UNDERTAKES; lacks will power to undertake anything*
MIND; UNDERTAKES; many things, perseveres in nothing*
MIND; UNDERTAKES; things opposed to his intentions*
MIND; VIOLENCE, vehemence; general**
MIND; VIOLENCE, vehemence; general; deeds of, rage leading to*
MIND; VIOLENCE, vehemence; general; perspiration, during*
MIND; WEARY of life***
MIND; WEEPING, tearful mood; amel.*
MIND; WEEPING, tearful mood; general**
MIND; WEEPING, tearful mood; general; alternating with; irritability*
**********
Hope this was of interest!
Cheers,
Shannon
(who is lately obsessed with learning "non-standard" presentations of
"standard" remedies!)
on 7/29/03 10:14 AM, Joy Lucas at
joy.lucas@ntlworld.com wrote: