Hi Tessa,
There are two Helodermas: Heloderma suspectum, and Heloderma horridum.
They appear to be interchangeable for our purposes.
There is a newer proving by Todd Rowe.
Emotional feelings of inadequacy did not appear in that proving, nor do such
appear in quickly scanning mentals of other MM available in Encyclopedia
Homopathica
Mind
MIND - ABSENTMINDED
MIND - ANXIETY
MIND - BUSY
MIND - COMMUNICATIVE
MIND - COMPANY - aversion to
MIND - CONCENTRATION - difficult
MIND - CONCENTRATION - difficult - one subject; on
MIND - CONTRARY
MIND - COURAGEOUS
MIND - DELUSIONS - possessed; being
MIND - EXPANSIVE
MIND - FEAR - disease, of impending
MIND - FORGETFUL - words while speaking; of
MIND - FORSAKEN feeling
MIND - HURRY, haste
MIND - IDIOCY
MIND - IMPATIENCE
MIND - INDIFFERENCE, apathy
MIND - INDUSTRIOUS, mania for work
MIND - INSANITY, madness
MIND - IRRITABILITY
MIND - IRRITABILITY - noise, from
MIND - LAZINESS - morning
MIND - LAZINESS - work - harm; he thinks the work will do him
MIND - MANIA
MIND - MEMORY - weakness of memory
MIND - MEMORY - weakness of memory - words; for
MIND - MENTAL EXERTION - aversion to
MIND - MISTAKES; making - speaking, in - spelling, in
MIND - MISTAKES; making - speaking, in - words - omitting words
MIND - MISTAKES; making - writing, in
MIND - QUARRELSOME
MIND - RESTLESSNESS
MIND - SADNESS
MIND - SENSITIVE - noise, to
MIND - THEORIZING
MIND - THOUGHTS - intrude and crowd around each other
MIND - THOUGHTS - rapid, quick
MIND - THOUGHTS - rapid, quick - morning
MIND - WEEPING
This is a snippet from a Massimo Mangialavori case written up in "American
Homeopath" 2001
"What seems to be more specific to Heloderma suspectum, however, is the
characteristic kind of stubbornness with which this remedy expresses itself.
Those patients whom I have successfully treated with this remedy are often
described by their family and friends as very obstinate people, especially
when engaged in conflicts or in their most destructive strategies. They are
described as apparently lazy people who even find it a chore even to talk.
In actual fact I find them to be restrained and careful in their behavior,
as well as verbally, giving the impression that the whole world should turn
around them and adapt to their rhythms. They present themselves as being
apparently passive, but stubbornly flaunt theirs as being the only possible
way."
regards,
Dave Hartley
www.Mr-Notebook.com
www.localcomputermart.com/dave
Seattle, WA 425.820.7443
Asheville, NC 828.285.0240