My notes from a lecture by Jackie McTaggart
Rochelle
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Erbium – carries the world on its shoulders without being able to change it
endures because doesn't know what to do
resigned/stoic/gloom/loss of hope/powerless
loses contact with emotions
sai as if nothing is there but an unknown thread
frozen/comfortably numb/shuts off/ flat and resigned due to lack of power
grey/gloom
slight aloofness
too sensitive for the world
Shadow in soul cannot be mastered
Hoards everything
Colourless quality
I am on my own in my own world. I am behaving as if there is no problem. They build a wall around themselves as if they don’t feel the problem. It is as if they are out of contact and retire into their own world.
Differentiation between stage 4 and 14
Cerium stage 4 - is that they have been pushed into a bell jar. Timidity, gentleness
Whereas Erbium stage 14 – feels locked in (cf germanium) build a wall around them for protection.
From:
minutus@yahoogroups.com [mailto:
minutus@yahoogroups.com] On Behalf Of Lynn Cremona
Sent: 25 December 2011 17:46
To:
minutus@yahoogroups.com
Subject: Re: [Minutus] Re: Erb and/or Erb-c - 2
Hello Leilanae,
from a Scholten Lecture 2000
STAGE 14- FOREBODING OF HELL; EMPTINESS AND LACK OF CONTACT – Erbium is emptiness, duality, one side is a kind of relaxation like a paradise and on the other side, power and pain you can hardly endure it
Erbium carbonicum C200 LM1 Q1 10MK
Erbium chloratum C200 LM1 Q1 10MK
Erbium fluoratum C200 LM1 Q1 10MK
Erbium iodatum C200 LM1 Q1 10MK
Erbium metallicum C200 LM1 Q1 10MK
Erbium nitricum C200 LM1 Q1 1MK
Erbium oxalicum C200 LM1 Q1 1MK
Erbium oxydatum C200 LM1 Q1 1MK
Erbium phosphoricum C200 LM1 Q1 1MK
Erbium sulfuricum C200 LM1 1MK
ERBIUM
----STAGE 14 Erbium = EMPTINESS, duality, one side is a kind of relaxation like a paradise and on the other side, power and pain you can hardly endure it
--Stage 14 EMPTINESS AND LACK OF CONTACT double feeling for all Lanthanides, behavior like everything is under control but yet it is not because they do not know what is going on (DDx Ni = not know what they feel but everything is under control, but underneath it is not).
-- Retire into their own world—LONELINESS (thulium)
--Er is the FOREBODING OF HELL
--Er feel heavy and look light BUT there is DISSOCIATION
--OVERCONTROL. Lack of incorporation of dark side and project it out onto world.
-- COMFORTABLY NUMB (Comfortably numb = Pink Floyd song) “I just absorbed it and placed the experienced into an emotional cupboard” ** good expression of feeling of Erbium. This is a survival mechanism, to survive by pretending you are dead, not allowed to feel or react, the soldiers go thru field and check to see if any one is alive by poking them, so to survive they must pretend death)-- Dorise feeling w “Comfortably numb” by Pink Floyd: Two sides = pain + ecstasy, light + dark, Above + below, empty and full, going from body and leaving is sad and painful BUT once separated you rise above feels. Feel light and separated from the pain of life, See colours like cloudy surface of CD, sparkle, down through this see earth, comfortable more disconnected, not caring and above the pain of life than numb. Class response = floating above angst (existential pain). COMFORTABLY NUMB, anxiety and pain, I can not hear you but see you, contact and not having contact, not have contact w self either, not feel own emotions any more, foreboding of thing go wrong can not know it or feel it but know it like a sensation but not know when where what or why. FEELING SINCE SEPT 11 (Nadia, Dorise and many others)
-- a family member --just walk there not belonging to family, NOT FEELING
--Longing
--Feeling on beach wave rolling in, sad undertone, like a damage that happen and reflecting on it, celebrating who we are as a world
--Bitter sweet, deep union for the last time
--Comparisons:
(DDx Opium, Heroin = these are quite similar in anesthesia. But . In old days in war, survival mechanism, to survive by pretending you are dead, not allowed to feel or react, the soldiers go thru field and check to see if any one is alive by poking them, so to survive they must pretend death)
(DDx Cann-i= not diff between life and death, is happiness, laugh about it, survival mechanism it to not take life seriously, )
(DDx Noble gas = similar feeling but going out of body)
--Er maybe sensitive to Opium, Heroin addiction, almost panicky about not wanting to feel so these drugs prevent these feeling
Pathologies
--Eating Disorders? Bulimia take in and not feel it? heaviness Anorexia
--Child abuse DDx Opium, Er, (Noble gases not know or feel)
--DDx Prostitution Fluoratum have feeling not feeling, slippery and same w moral feelings are slippery, they are consciousness known yet they let the ethic slip away quickly and do the unethical thing)
--Sleep apnea = over dose of heroin and opium = respiratory center shuts down
--Er in drug addicts can not stand world or cope w world, hardly have social interaction hence retire into their own world. Erbium more problem with their inside world and project to outside world, MUST incorporate bad or dark part or let this go
--Problem is more over control, maybe in an end stage they might go to insanity Jan does not know
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Case
Erbium
CASE:
25 yo male, heroin addiction for 6 years. Before that used cannabis.
Averse answering to his mother. Averse social games.
Outsider. Ironic in distant way – doesn’t know if serious or joking.
At 5 he fractured his wrist, but mother only found out two days later when he fell on it again.
Tremendous compassion, can call birds out of the skiy. Romantic, sensitive, compassion. Saved friends from OD of heroin, knowing exactly what to do. When addicted he could also be cruel and violating trust of father, stealing alcohol and money from father, but never money. Taught himself computer programming (didn’t finish school). He reads a lot in libraries, has deep thoughts about things, knows a lot.
Lately, though has feeling of holes in his mind. Loves music a lot – Pink Floyd, album “The Wall.”
Birth problematic for mother, gave pethidine without asking her permission. Made her paralyzed, silly, angry at loss of face.
Labor was strong and intense – made her push 3 times for every contraction instead of ormal twice. Felt rushed and hurried, explosive as if she would burst. Baby born in ½ hour – too quick. He wanted to eat every three hours, but hospital wouldn’t let him eat except every four hours. Too exhausted from crying to drink when they finally fed him. Developed fast. Walked at talked at 89 months, full sentences at 15 months. Headphones at 2, and he was blown away by the music. Retreated and regressed when brother was born.
He feels guarded.
Has red hair.
Jan Scholten has never seen the boy. Received case from the mother. Talking about Erbium, Stage 14.
Played Pink Floyd when he was talking about Erbium, especially song called “Comfortably numb” – felt like state of Erbium. Same state as JS experienced during proving. The mother was wild hearing the music, because that’s what her son listened to all the time, and it sent her back into the situation of her labor.
She gave her son Erbium, and he did very well.
Situation of birth was her autonomy was not accepted, she was taken over. She was powerless, but it looked as if she had power on the surface.
PARALYSIS IS STRONG SX FOR LANTHANIDES AND GOLD SERIES.
So this boy grew up with the impression from his birth. It’s also possible baby was already in this state and provoked it in his mother.
He’s definitely a Lanthanide: intelligent, precocious, special, (birds connected with Lanthanides – same qualities, desire for freedom, electro-magnetic frequency.),
Of the Lanthanides, Erbium is the strongest for addictions. Want to be free, but don’t have real power. Erbium proving felt terrible, like doom, something terrible happening, falling into the black hole – feel it will happen but don’t know how when or where. Can’t do anything about it and it feels terrible – that’s why they use heroin – comfortably numb. Opium has a strong connection with Erbium – way out, comfortably numb.
Lanthanides are Precocious, passionate, ironic, self-willed, sensitive ( like birds)
Irony is a diversion so you can’t be responsible for what you do.
After Erbium, he became much more open, started telling stories, and also about how heroin addiction felt. Talked abut his sex life with her – shameless honesty, inappropriate. Switched to Methadone, got a job which he’s kept.
Not Erbium muriaticum because he’s not having trouble with the mother. But because the mother felt like bursting, Erbium nitricum might be possible.
Colors:
Red:
Means action – psoric
Blue:
Desire for contemplation, thinking about things
Yellow:
Desire for change; drug remedies
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Proving (Meditation) 2001
in
Secret Lanthanides, by Scholten, Jan
Lynn
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leilanae
Sunday, December 25, 2011 3:15 AM
Just found some info. Here's the link in case anyone else is interested:
http://www.narayana-verlag.de/homoeopat ... 1878_2.pdf
leilanae
Sunday, December 25, 2011 2:48 AM
Hi All,
Does anyone have any information about Erb and/or Erb-c?
Thanks,
Leilanae-
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