Re: need help with a homeopath's case
Posted: Fri May 31, 2002 9:00 pm
From: Dr. R. Swift [mailto:drswift@therightremedy.com]
Sent: Friday, May 31, 2002 3:03 PM
To: Minutus@Yahoogroups.Com
Subject: need help with a homeopath's case
I am looking for assistance on the case of a fellow homeopath. He has been
to a number of homeopaths (from famous to not so famous) over the past
decade without any results. He has had well over 30 remedies from small to
large, proved to unproved.
Patient is a 41 year old male, 5'7" tall, medium build, brown full head of
hair, looks younger than his age, strict vegetarian past few years. When
sitting or standing, usually some part of body moving and almost always
leaning, reclining, etc.
Married 8 yrs, 2 small children. Speaks rapidly.
Following are the emailed case notes as I have them from him. I realize they
are not well organized as they are from several emails and case takings. I
have tried to delete redundant information. He prefers to remain anonymous,
as you would expect (that theme runs through the case). His notes are
between the ******
*************************************
As a child was overweight, short. Walked early, did not crawl.
· Hair- Fine but abundant. Wavy, several cow licks, esp. Vertex and frontal
area. Tends to oily.
Will- I think I am strong willed in areas to which I am committed. If I were
weak willed, I would have given up on Homeopathy as a practitioner and
patient a long time ago. Although, I do tend to get excited about new
ideas/projects and don’t usually follow through but those to which I am
committed, I don’t give up that quickly. I am not driven to succeed and at
times I think I could use more ambition. I can be dictatorial when I think I
am in the right, although relatively easily intimidated by those I view as
superior even though intellectually I realize they are not. Courageous,
perhaps, in some ways e.g. changing careers because I felt it was the right
thing to do but not courageous in others particularly in face of physical
danger. obstinate for example will suffer through headaches without taking
anything to suppress pain.
· Morals- I think I have strong morals. Even as a young man I felt it was
improper to have casual sexual relationships. Became religious 7 or 8 years
ago
· Intellect- I think I am intelligent and intellectual. I enjoy gaining
knowledge. I was advanced compared to my peers as a child. I tend to see
everything from intellectual perspective.
· Sensitive- To light, sound, odors, motion (esp. circular), touching COLD
things, criticism, embarrassment, contradiction when I believe I am right,
people telling me one thing but doing another results in feeling of being
“stabbed in the back” or being made the fool. I can’t tolerate being laughed
at either especially by “inferiors”. Others thinking they have outsmarted
me.
· Expression - tend to be aggressive, harsh (towards wife, children,
mostly) - perhaps to cover a sense of weakness. Difficult to be “warm”. Don’
t like to be touched/hugged (except for my children). Generally an
introvert.
· Speed/speech - speech is rapid, mostly fast paced. Impatient. Can be
loquacious when topics are those I enjoy. Can be silent when in group
settings where I don’t know the people present.
· Thermals - Sensitive to cold in general yet sun/overheating can lead to
headaches,
· sensitive to dairy products
· Aggravation - HA agg by light, sound. HA often come on during sleep as do
some other symptoms such as stiff back. Periodicity to many symptoms esp.
HA, urticaria which I had years ago.
Desires - desires are not really strong but strongest for sweets, sour
Generally, skin tends to be dry but when anxious, can perspire on hands,
feet, axillae profusely.
problems with eyes. right and left don't seem to work together. when tired,
especially, feel as if vision is switching back and forth between them.
A lot of anxiety about "committing a crime" and getting caught by police,
etc. yet I do things that could potentially get me in trouble such as
treating people with homeopathy. At times, feel I could become susceptible
to panic attacks.
Not neat or well organized.
Very discouraged with homeopathy as practitioner and patient. Trying to keep
persevering. It has been 10 years as both practitioner and patient (over 40
remedies!), neither with great results. Don't feel I will ever get good at
it.
Not social, like to be at home. Like to be private.
History of traumas:
· Injured both ankles and knees and left shoulder in sports. Also, in
martial arts about 20 years ago, was kicked in groin.
· Never broke any bone.
Main complaint: Recurring headaches
other complaints: Pain in Right Testicle extending into abdomen -
intermittent;
recurring pains in both knees; pains in some other joints (some fingers,
left wrist); irritability, fatigue
Concomitants:
Headaches: When severe, often have HEAT/chills, nausea/vomiting (if very
severe), pain in rib cartilage about rib 6 or 7 on left side; offensive (my
wife says "fishy")' breath; strong body odor (it bothers me, too); lack of
ability to work even when headache is not very intense; sensitive to light;
desire to lie down; face pale; eyes may be injected; difficulty focusing
eyes;
History
Headaches: I think they started in 1985 or 86. I was working for another
practitioner. Didn't really like the job. Wasn't very happy about career
choice. Was not well paid and had difficulty getting paid for everything I
did without having to prove I wasn't trying to cheat my boss. HA’s Became
VERY regular - every Wednesday and Saturday which were the days I was
working at this job. Would come on early morning in sleep and intensify.
Early on, I was taking pain killers. As I have worked with diet changes,
then eventually homeopathy, the pattern changed. For a long time, would be
once per week on the same day. Currently, not as exactly periodic and can
come on at other times of day. Recently, I have found certain things to
trigger a headache. Chocolate, physical exertion, heat/sun especially if I
cool down quickly, eye strain are the major ones although it seems anything
that disturbs my system physically such as a cold/flu will end up with a
headache.
Emotional History: This has been rather difficult. For most of my life, I
think I have been more intellectual than emotional and rather suppressed
emotionally. Even my decision to become religious was one of logic, not
emotion. One of my earliest memories comes from age 4 or 5. I remember not
being able to tell my parents I loved them because I did not understand what
love was. Eventually, I decided intellectually that I did love them but it
was not from feeling it. I think that I feel that giving oneself over to
another emotionally gives them power over me or at least allows them to feel
they are above me and weakens me. Difficulty apologizing for same reason. I
still have a difficulty feeling deep emotions except towards my two
children. As a child, I was very much outside my peer group, not liked and
often teased. I first remember this also at about 4 or 5 yrs old. when I was
teased about a costume I was wearing for a masquerade day at school. I
Remember crying on the school bus and being very humiliated. I had quite a
number of episodes of being humiliated by peers and more often by TEACHERS
at school. As I got older, I didn't show it as much and learned to "strike
first". So I became very sarcastic especially towards myself to beat others
to it. This was my defense. I had very few friends I could trust. The few I
had usually would turn on me if there was something better to do. This
pattern continued until I was in my twenties and got into graduate school.
There, I was more respected and liked. But I continued to be funny and
appeared happy to others. However, when home at night, I was very unhappy. I
had very little social life or skills. I dated one of the women in class. I
was 21 years old and it was the first time I had any type of relationship. I
knew it was a mistake because of our cultural/religious differences. I broke
it up after a few weeks. Yet I was quite depressed when she started dating
someone else. I remember at that time deciding I was not going to continue
putting on a "Happy face" for everyone else. It was quite upsetting for
others in class to see me "down". I was always the one they counted on to be
happy and keep them from getting down.
I don't recall the anger/irritability before having my own office in 1987. I
was very hard on the people that worked for me. I am also very hard on my
wife and children. (Inferiors?) I get angry easily and smile rarely. I often
get very upset about little things. Even when I don't want to get angry, it
just happens. I do not deal well with inconsistency - when people change
their positions or beliefs without good reason. I think I act more out of
duty than desire. The main thing that keeps me in homeopathy is a desire to
help others yet that seems to come from a sense that it is my duty to do so
if I can. Yet, I am not comfortable being in a position of serious
responsibility alone. I prefer to work with another person to lessen my
feeling of culpability if things don’t go well.
I feel like my profession is simply a mask of professionalism and that
behind it I don't really know what I am doing. Someday it will be revealed.
Other curious medical history.
When I was a teenager, I developed a bad skin problem on my palms
and fingers. Skin would get very thick, hard and split. Only hot water
would ameliorate for a little while. Was very painful and embarrassing.
Would
often keep my hands in my pockets to not be seen. Had cortisone, etc.
Continued to come back intermittently for 12 yrs. or so. Last episode was
around 1991. I think I suppressed it with local applications.
Had several episodes during the 90's of nightly urticarial eruptions. Very
large plaques that would start at 8 or 9 pm and be gone by morning. Would
also appear if skin was hit hard or scratched. These episodes would last
for weeks.
History of many ear infections usually after swimming/bathing and leaving
water in ears.
Received vaccination for rabies in 1982.
History of neck and back pain, stiffness
Used to have bad allergy to cats but only occasionally now.
Dreams:
one of my most common themes in dreams is of doing something wrong
(especially of making a mistake in public) or committing a crime.
used to have dreams of being a soldier and being shot but not feeling pain.
Nature;
critical of myself and others
impatient
difficult for me to say "no" to others when they ask for help.
Others see me as:
some say controlling others say very relaxed and calm.
very intelligent (though I don't usually feel that way)
****************************************
I know this is a long presentation, but under the circumstances I thought it
better to give a thorough background instead of trying to filter it as I
have not had success prescribing for him so far.
thank you
Russell Swift, dvm
Sent: Friday, May 31, 2002 3:03 PM
To: Minutus@Yahoogroups.Com
Subject: need help with a homeopath's case
I am looking for assistance on the case of a fellow homeopath. He has been
to a number of homeopaths (from famous to not so famous) over the past
decade without any results. He has had well over 30 remedies from small to
large, proved to unproved.
Patient is a 41 year old male, 5'7" tall, medium build, brown full head of
hair, looks younger than his age, strict vegetarian past few years. When
sitting or standing, usually some part of body moving and almost always
leaning, reclining, etc.
Married 8 yrs, 2 small children. Speaks rapidly.
Following are the emailed case notes as I have them from him. I realize they
are not well organized as they are from several emails and case takings. I
have tried to delete redundant information. He prefers to remain anonymous,
as you would expect (that theme runs through the case). His notes are
between the ******
*************************************
As a child was overweight, short. Walked early, did not crawl.
· Hair- Fine but abundant. Wavy, several cow licks, esp. Vertex and frontal
area. Tends to oily.
Will- I think I am strong willed in areas to which I am committed. If I were
weak willed, I would have given up on Homeopathy as a practitioner and
patient a long time ago. Although, I do tend to get excited about new
ideas/projects and don’t usually follow through but those to which I am
committed, I don’t give up that quickly. I am not driven to succeed and at
times I think I could use more ambition. I can be dictatorial when I think I
am in the right, although relatively easily intimidated by those I view as
superior even though intellectually I realize they are not. Courageous,
perhaps, in some ways e.g. changing careers because I felt it was the right
thing to do but not courageous in others particularly in face of physical
danger. obstinate for example will suffer through headaches without taking
anything to suppress pain.
· Morals- I think I have strong morals. Even as a young man I felt it was
improper to have casual sexual relationships. Became religious 7 or 8 years
ago
· Intellect- I think I am intelligent and intellectual. I enjoy gaining
knowledge. I was advanced compared to my peers as a child. I tend to see
everything from intellectual perspective.
· Sensitive- To light, sound, odors, motion (esp. circular), touching COLD
things, criticism, embarrassment, contradiction when I believe I am right,
people telling me one thing but doing another results in feeling of being
“stabbed in the back” or being made the fool. I can’t tolerate being laughed
at either especially by “inferiors”. Others thinking they have outsmarted
me.
· Expression - tend to be aggressive, harsh (towards wife, children,
mostly) - perhaps to cover a sense of weakness. Difficult to be “warm”. Don’
t like to be touched/hugged (except for my children). Generally an
introvert.
· Speed/speech - speech is rapid, mostly fast paced. Impatient. Can be
loquacious when topics are those I enjoy. Can be silent when in group
settings where I don’t know the people present.
· Thermals - Sensitive to cold in general yet sun/overheating can lead to
headaches,
· sensitive to dairy products
· Aggravation - HA agg by light, sound. HA often come on during sleep as do
some other symptoms such as stiff back. Periodicity to many symptoms esp.
HA, urticaria which I had years ago.
Desires - desires are not really strong but strongest for sweets, sour
Generally, skin tends to be dry but when anxious, can perspire on hands,
feet, axillae profusely.
problems with eyes. right and left don't seem to work together. when tired,
especially, feel as if vision is switching back and forth between them.
A lot of anxiety about "committing a crime" and getting caught by police,
etc. yet I do things that could potentially get me in trouble such as
treating people with homeopathy. At times, feel I could become susceptible
to panic attacks.
Not neat or well organized.
Very discouraged with homeopathy as practitioner and patient. Trying to keep
persevering. It has been 10 years as both practitioner and patient (over 40
remedies!), neither with great results. Don't feel I will ever get good at
it.
Not social, like to be at home. Like to be private.
History of traumas:
· Injured both ankles and knees and left shoulder in sports. Also, in
martial arts about 20 years ago, was kicked in groin.
· Never broke any bone.
Main complaint: Recurring headaches
other complaints: Pain in Right Testicle extending into abdomen -
intermittent;
recurring pains in both knees; pains in some other joints (some fingers,
left wrist); irritability, fatigue
Concomitants:
Headaches: When severe, often have HEAT/chills, nausea/vomiting (if very
severe), pain in rib cartilage about rib 6 or 7 on left side; offensive (my
wife says "fishy")' breath; strong body odor (it bothers me, too); lack of
ability to work even when headache is not very intense; sensitive to light;
desire to lie down; face pale; eyes may be injected; difficulty focusing
eyes;
History
Headaches: I think they started in 1985 or 86. I was working for another
practitioner. Didn't really like the job. Wasn't very happy about career
choice. Was not well paid and had difficulty getting paid for everything I
did without having to prove I wasn't trying to cheat my boss. HA’s Became
VERY regular - every Wednesday and Saturday which were the days I was
working at this job. Would come on early morning in sleep and intensify.
Early on, I was taking pain killers. As I have worked with diet changes,
then eventually homeopathy, the pattern changed. For a long time, would be
once per week on the same day. Currently, not as exactly periodic and can
come on at other times of day. Recently, I have found certain things to
trigger a headache. Chocolate, physical exertion, heat/sun especially if I
cool down quickly, eye strain are the major ones although it seems anything
that disturbs my system physically such as a cold/flu will end up with a
headache.
Emotional History: This has been rather difficult. For most of my life, I
think I have been more intellectual than emotional and rather suppressed
emotionally. Even my decision to become religious was one of logic, not
emotion. One of my earliest memories comes from age 4 or 5. I remember not
being able to tell my parents I loved them because I did not understand what
love was. Eventually, I decided intellectually that I did love them but it
was not from feeling it. I think that I feel that giving oneself over to
another emotionally gives them power over me or at least allows them to feel
they are above me and weakens me. Difficulty apologizing for same reason. I
still have a difficulty feeling deep emotions except towards my two
children. As a child, I was very much outside my peer group, not liked and
often teased. I first remember this also at about 4 or 5 yrs old. when I was
teased about a costume I was wearing for a masquerade day at school. I
Remember crying on the school bus and being very humiliated. I had quite a
number of episodes of being humiliated by peers and more often by TEACHERS
at school. As I got older, I didn't show it as much and learned to "strike
first". So I became very sarcastic especially towards myself to beat others
to it. This was my defense. I had very few friends I could trust. The few I
had usually would turn on me if there was something better to do. This
pattern continued until I was in my twenties and got into graduate school.
There, I was more respected and liked. But I continued to be funny and
appeared happy to others. However, when home at night, I was very unhappy. I
had very little social life or skills. I dated one of the women in class. I
was 21 years old and it was the first time I had any type of relationship. I
knew it was a mistake because of our cultural/religious differences. I broke
it up after a few weeks. Yet I was quite depressed when she started dating
someone else. I remember at that time deciding I was not going to continue
putting on a "Happy face" for everyone else. It was quite upsetting for
others in class to see me "down". I was always the one they counted on to be
happy and keep them from getting down.
I don't recall the anger/irritability before having my own office in 1987. I
was very hard on the people that worked for me. I am also very hard on my
wife and children. (Inferiors?) I get angry easily and smile rarely. I often
get very upset about little things. Even when I don't want to get angry, it
just happens. I do not deal well with inconsistency - when people change
their positions or beliefs without good reason. I think I act more out of
duty than desire. The main thing that keeps me in homeopathy is a desire to
help others yet that seems to come from a sense that it is my duty to do so
if I can. Yet, I am not comfortable being in a position of serious
responsibility alone. I prefer to work with another person to lessen my
feeling of culpability if things don’t go well.
I feel like my profession is simply a mask of professionalism and that
behind it I don't really know what I am doing. Someday it will be revealed.
Other curious medical history.
When I was a teenager, I developed a bad skin problem on my palms
and fingers. Skin would get very thick, hard and split. Only hot water
would ameliorate for a little while. Was very painful and embarrassing.
Would
often keep my hands in my pockets to not be seen. Had cortisone, etc.
Continued to come back intermittently for 12 yrs. or so. Last episode was
around 1991. I think I suppressed it with local applications.
Had several episodes during the 90's of nightly urticarial eruptions. Very
large plaques that would start at 8 or 9 pm and be gone by morning. Would
also appear if skin was hit hard or scratched. These episodes would last
for weeks.
History of many ear infections usually after swimming/bathing and leaving
water in ears.
Received vaccination for rabies in 1982.
History of neck and back pain, stiffness
Used to have bad allergy to cats but only occasionally now.
Dreams:
one of my most common themes in dreams is of doing something wrong
(especially of making a mistake in public) or committing a crime.
used to have dreams of being a soldier and being shot but not feeling pain.
Nature;
critical of myself and others
impatient
difficult for me to say "no" to others when they ask for help.
Others see me as:
some say controlling others say very relaxed and calm.
very intelligent (though I don't usually feel that way)
****************************************
I know this is a long presentation, but under the circumstances I thought it
better to give a thorough background instead of trying to filter it as I
have not had success prescribing for him so far.
thank you
Russell Swift, dvm