fellow with brain tumor
Posted: Sat Nov 24, 2007 3:00 am
I can't get any good symptoms out of this fellow. He took lachesis water doses
for 3 months last fall. He is in chemo off and on. tumor has not grown nor
gotten smaller. i recently wrote him asking for any better or worse symptoms
from before he got ill or even when he was a child. He is better from crying
when he hears sad music and worse from being lied to. I got that information
last fall. Other than that he doesn't "act" like someone who has cancer. I
gave him arnica 30 six months ago and told him i might tell him to take it one
day(he did have a nasty fall on his head where the tumor is when he was
14..now he is 32 but then after asking him one more time for symptoms he sent
me the following:
" I understand why you need to know all these details and truly appreciate all
the time you have wasted on me, and trying to heal me. But I'm completely
exhausted of thinking about myself. I get up everyday and have to have a good
attitude, a great one in fact, to fight this stupid Cancer. It's exhausting.
I'm tired and bored of myself. I need a vacation from me."
(He hasn't taken the arnica.) But I'm wondering if anyone with more experience
than me can glean anything from that paragraph he has written. normally...just
talking about other stuff...mutual friends, etc..he is talkative...and kind of
witty and friendly and supportive but firm on his own perceptions. . We
haven't actually talked about symptoms since last year...so its not like i'm
badgering him for symptoms. He had broken up with his girlfriend six months
before he had his first of two convulsions and then they found the tumor. So
its almost like he thinks if he doesn't act like he has a tumor..that that is
a good thing...a way of fighting it. I thought of arnica for that
reason...acts like not sick when they are sick..and because of the head
injury...which if any of you remember...his parents never took him to a
doctor..as if they didn't care.
He has a very sarcastic side I've been told and was always angry with his
girlfriend for being stupid which meant not remembering things that he told
her. a friend who saw the two together said he was very mean to her. So stupid
girlfriend gone and replaced by stupid tumor. He said once about her that she
would say things that would make him want to blow his brains out...but he
would just go into another room. His father was loud and mean and his mother
was japanese and very quiet and non demonstrative.
So i recently read something..probably on e homeopathy site...about no clear
modalities the sicker one is. But i'm hoping someone gets some ideas from what
i've written. Thank you for any help.
carol
for 3 months last fall. He is in chemo off and on. tumor has not grown nor
gotten smaller. i recently wrote him asking for any better or worse symptoms
from before he got ill or even when he was a child. He is better from crying
when he hears sad music and worse from being lied to. I got that information
last fall. Other than that he doesn't "act" like someone who has cancer. I
gave him arnica 30 six months ago and told him i might tell him to take it one
day(he did have a nasty fall on his head where the tumor is when he was
14..now he is 32 but then after asking him one more time for symptoms he sent
me the following:
" I understand why you need to know all these details and truly appreciate all
the time you have wasted on me, and trying to heal me. But I'm completely
exhausted of thinking about myself. I get up everyday and have to have a good
attitude, a great one in fact, to fight this stupid Cancer. It's exhausting.
I'm tired and bored of myself. I need a vacation from me."
(He hasn't taken the arnica.) But I'm wondering if anyone with more experience
than me can glean anything from that paragraph he has written. normally...just
talking about other stuff...mutual friends, etc..he is talkative...and kind of
witty and friendly and supportive but firm on his own perceptions. . We
haven't actually talked about symptoms since last year...so its not like i'm
badgering him for symptoms. He had broken up with his girlfriend six months
before he had his first of two convulsions and then they found the tumor. So
its almost like he thinks if he doesn't act like he has a tumor..that that is
a good thing...a way of fighting it. I thought of arnica for that
reason...acts like not sick when they are sick..and because of the head
injury...which if any of you remember...his parents never took him to a
doctor..as if they didn't care.
He has a very sarcastic side I've been told and was always angry with his
girlfriend for being stupid which meant not remembering things that he told
her. a friend who saw the two together said he was very mean to her. So stupid
girlfriend gone and replaced by stupid tumor. He said once about her that she
would say things that would make him want to blow his brains out...but he
would just go into another room. His father was loud and mean and his mother
was japanese and very quiet and non demonstrative.
So i recently read something..probably on e homeopathy site...about no clear
modalities the sicker one is. But i'm hoping someone gets some ideas from what
i've written. Thank you for any help.
carol